Insperation seems like a lost cause to me these days. And all my motivation follows it right out the door. I find Im spending to much time playing video games rather then doing something more constructive with it. Although I must say that most of my work up here was created out of nothing more than sheer bordem. Yet Id say that a rather mundane and mediocore existence is getting the best of me. I feel the city calling to me yet the constraints of a full-time job are keeping me leashed to this suburban cage. I hate the feeling of spending my time here in this room wasting the days away when there is so much more out there. When I find time I will go exploring and hopefully return with something more then when I left, whatever It may be.